st. louis

so i went home this weekend. i absolutely loved going back to st. louis regardless of how shitty the weather was. i really enjoyed being able to get away and chill out with family and drive! nothing too major happened, just had a good time relaxing.

i got back into tulsa early this morning. i kinda wish i could be back in st. louis already. and on that note, i applied to SLU today. it's time that i get away, there are too many situations here that are hurtful and probably going to end up ruining me. so, instead of keeping myself here i'm finally ready to just break free and do what I want, not what everyone else wants me to do.

weird couple of days

so the last couple days have been weird.
i've lived, loved, learned and somehow come out better on the other end.
regardless, still a very difficult yet random couple of days.

in other news, i was told today by a certain someone to not go on a spring break trip that i was planning on going on b/c it's going to make this person "uncomfortable". whatever. please get over yourself.

nursing classes are going well.

i get to go home this weekend.
i'm hoping that alot of stuff works itself out while i'm gone.

lonely

for some reason i am feeling beyond lonely today. i really just want someone to hold me or just be around me for a bit. it's not like i don't have that already, i just don't have it in that way.

eh, in other news skipped a class today. i think i did okay on the pharm test.

i really wish i could nap right now but too much is going on.
oh well, at least i don't have anything to do tonight because tomorrow is a skills check off day.

peace.